Obession

I'm lost

Never to be found.

You

Were my life, though I

Loved

Yet you despised me.

I don't blame

You.

I am a monster,

Wanting to be a man.

Now you

Lay there, still and lifeless.

Gone.

Your life given for another.

If only I had

Saved you.

I could have a second

Chance.

Become a man, lose the monster.

You would still be here.

Laughing and alive.

Bright.

It should've been me.

Not you,

I should have died.

I'd do anything for that to

Be.

For you-

You, my only light.

You, my obession.